Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind....

Mind.....one of the most beautiful things gifted by God!! What will we be without the mind and the heart? While the heart could give you unexplainable happiness beyond words,beyond expressions, it can also give you equally tormenting,excruciating pain! The heart makes you aware of the beautiful feelings that lie within you - love,happiness,care,etc. But what if things don't go your way? It is the heart that burns the most,makes you restless,sad,hyper. But the mind ?! It might not give you the pleasure heart offers but it won't give you that much pain as well. All that reside within mind are thoughts,some logical,most of them illogical,random!!
Have you ever noticed the start of a spiders web? I bet nobody has! It looks so beautiful...ecstatic!! The mind is just like a web,various thoughts webbed into each other create a string of thinking, you never know what begun from where,you just go through them...think over some of them,neglect others which may seem foolish to you!! The mind is an unsolved mystery(if you look carefully you will find resemblance of the shape of the mind with a question mark!! ) The mind is a question!!! Nobody ever knows what is going on inside. A large flow of thoughts creates traffic,everything gets stuck up,you become numb! Have you ever thought why did you get the exact thought at that exact instant? If you try to think so you'll get another thought...n another thought about why you are thinking about it!Have you ever thought why you are in this world?
What is my purpose?Why was I born in India only? Not somewhere else?Why did I come to coep?(Well,i know answer to this one.. :) I got good marks!) Why do I look like myself? Why
are there so many people hungry in this world? Isn't God merciful enough to feed them? Why does Sky have so many shades? So beautiful? Why do we call it sky? Not something else? Why do I talk so much? Why am i thinking so much? Don't I have any important things to do? (Oops! Have to complete an exercise!! :P) Why do I always forget things..? Why am I so stupid? Didn't God get any other Bakra..? Sa re ga ma pa madhe singerschya singing peksha judges jast badbad ka kartat? Just because they get money for it?! Why does my mum see all those serials from 7 30 to 9 30 despite the fact that they all offer same mirch masala in the story.(Problem in every household! :|)
So many thoughts - some have answers, some don't. What if thoughts were not there? We would be like a machine,manually operated,push-buttons for every work. Besides being spotless,mind is like sunshine,eternal,never ending chain of thoughts as long as you live!!! After every night,it just rises above horizon!! Without mind,the heart would be just enough to keep human body ticking!Just wish this eternal sunshine of spotless mind never ends.... :)